I can tell you there have been times when I would rather not be here and I am sure others on this site have thought the same thing. I am struggling with the inconvenience in my life. I have practically no family support what so ever and have had to carry on like before I had cancer, working, looking after the family and running the house. I am struggling to appear normal to everyone. The façade is crumbling as cracks now appear. The pain I am having is like the straw breaking the camels back.
Thanks Vinn for posting how you are feeling. I thought I was the only one. If it helps I can recommend GP, Cancer Council phone support, Psychologist and Lifeline. Currently hanging on by a thread. But most of the time I am encouraged by the thought that it will get better. Best wishes. xx