Back to work, oh no I'm not!
I just need to have a whinge. I am handling chemo well and have been back at one of my casual jobs for a few weeks now, although it's gotten quiet so I went from 2 half days to 1. I have been feeling so good I spoke to my manager at my other retail job and said I'd like to come back, only to hear that all casual hours have been cut as at the start of the new financial year, which means no work at the moment. Crap... I want to get back to some sort of normality, and earn some much needed money, and have ended up going from about 20 hours pre all this shit to 4 hrs a week. And it's not like i can apply for jobs - I need days off for chemo, may need radium in the new year - daily - and will require more time off next year when I have reconstruction, who's going to want to employ me with all that going on. My husband's job is uncertain now too - retrenchments likely - so this year is just ... crap.
Sorry, that's my rant for now. D