Back again

Hello again my pink buddies. It's been a while since I've been on here. Hope you are all well. After having been given the 5 year all clear i got got kind of scared so decided I had to have some time out. Although I followed you all on Facebook. Has anyone else felt the fear of not having backup? I live in a rural area but I am sure it would be the same for us all no matter where we live.?? I had a year of not working and just chilling. But I have now decided to get back into life got a new job which is full time and enjoying life with my husband and friends in our caravan and decided to stop living with fear over something I can't change anyway. So after having that time out I am back and hopefully will be able to start supporting the new members to the site again. So hello to you all again x