Thanks Deanne, I understand about looking at life positively and doing things you like to do and looking after yourself, all of which I thought I was doing before BC. Just at this stage finding things a bit hard as I can't play tennis ( as trivial as it sounds, or go to the gym) which I am sure would lift my mood no end, and I am finding I just can't get cancer out of my mind at the moment,its with me 24/7 but that's how I guess it will be forever. Thank you for the words of encouragement! Happy you are doing well. You take care too. Marlz XXX