I too have about a 20% chance of recurrence. I choose to use this as motivation to live as good a life as I can. Rather than dwelling on the chance of it coming back, I look after myself by eating well and exercising.
The exercising helps to lift my mood too! I try to notice the good things around me each day, to spend more time with people I love and doing things that I enjoy. I cannot do anything more to prevent a recurrence. I've completed the treatment, I'm on tamoxifen and I just live the best life I can.
You are almost finished the worst part of treatment. I finished radiotherapy 2 weeks ago and it is no where near as hard as Chemo. So look forward to a break from treatment over Christmas knowing that the worst will be behind you. Take care. Deanne xxx