I would say you don't have to behave in a certain way after what you have been through Sarah.Your questions SHOULD have been of the utmost Importance!!!!!I think at present you probably would have some apathy/ stress/ depression.Do you have anyone close by that can drop in and have a cuppa Sarah? I feel at a time like this living alone must be tough at times.When are you seeing your medical oncologist? If I were you I would mention your experience with that unsocial Doctor,because if more people complain about appointments like this,hopefully over time things might change.A lady on here a couple of weeks ago was upset because at her checkup,the doctor didn't even invite her to sit down.He checked her scar then showed her the door.She had questions that she couldn't ask!! What sort of appointment is that?!!!Dont worry about how you felt you behaved Sarah.They should have been way more understanding of you and your situation .Stay in touch SarahxoxoxRobyn