Anyone awake? 2nd chemo today & I can’t sleep re anxiety

No, not at the moment. My boyfriend was meant to be here but he’s now looking at Saturday night. I think that delay has only added to my anxiety.
 The lady who’s currently coming to feed my horses twice a day is very good, if something was to go wrong. I’m still not allowed to use the arm with the clots for any real work for another couple of weeks. That’s very frustrating.