I'm back on line after the trivia night with a belated but heart-felt happy birthday and happy anniversary!
Finishing treatment is indeed a milestone and something to celebrate, but perhaps you felt like I did - a bit disjointed .... you get in such a routine, it becomes so much part of your life, that when you finally reach the end - silly as this sounds - I felt lost!
I said this a few weeks ago at a session I was involved in....I mentioned that I felt that there isn't enough acknowledgement or support of that "lost" feeling after treatment and definitely not enough support for people who had to either return to or start a job.
So don't think you're silly or anything like that - I felt exactly the same way...I think you've done a great job getting through (and working!) and I agree with you - I was just happy to celebrate the fact I was here to mark these special occasions.
Luv Ya H