Amanda

Oh Amanda I wish I could be there to give you a big hug.  I can't imagine how overwhelmed you must be feeling right now.  Where are you having your treatment?  Have you been provided with a councellor or psychologist?  I am having my treatment at the Gold Coast University Hospital, just had my second chemo treatment and have already seen the pscyhologist three times.  When I arrive for my last treatment I was a blubbering mess and couldn't even tell the receptionist who I was.  I didn't even know why I was so upset, it just came over me.  The nurses asked if I would like to see the psychologist and gave him a call and within 15 min he was there to talk with me.  I can't tell you how helpful that was.  We worked out what was wrong and since then I have been able to rectify the problem.  

I hope you don't mind me suggesting this but I am a great believer in accepting help from professionals when it comes to my emotional and mental health.

Big big hugs

Love

Joy xx