Am I normal?

I don’t think you are strange. I also did not get angry or wonder why me. After my second round of chemo I thought about stopping, but I saw a psychologist who helped me cope and continue with treatment. Now, 5 years after treatment, I have developed lymphoedema. It’s a very annoying disorder to have. But my view is that I am lucky to be alive and I want to enjoy my life as it is for as long as possible. I hope you continue to feel ‘unangry’.