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moz
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15 years ago

almost ready

i have had my chemo app, my radiation app, now all my app booked and we r now ready to go..well sort of, i need to go and get a wig, and a scrafy thing, and oh yeah im not to forget my positive thinking...

sometimes its just so tiring of reasuring everyone im going to be ok, they tell me oh u poor thing, no its not, i am unlucky yes but i will fight it with everything i have..

i kind of feel some wat responsable for the finacial hardship we r facing right now, as i had to stop working for a while, but now i am back at work only part time, though but mentally i feel better now im contibuting , i just hope i can keep it up, i know im not suppose to put preasure on myself but how can i not...its real and its not going anywhere ....

 

anyway thanks everyone for ur support, and listening to me rant and rave.

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    moira1
    Member
    15 years ago

    another step forward, with the appointments, i didnt buy a wig, and just bought big scarfs and some hats. i know what you mean about feeling guilty with the money thing, its funny when i read that was a common thought, at the beginning i thought, why would you feel guilty.... well i did, but hey there is not a lot we can do, except accept the situation, and go with the flow, knowing we might not have financial stability for now, but we will have our life when we come out the other end of the tunnel.  take each day as it comes, and make time for yourself, it will be good if you can work part time, but as difficult as it will be, don't beat yourself up if you can't. Good luck, and please keep in touch with us on here. we all understand what you are going through. take care Moira

  • moira1's avatar
    moira1
    Member
    15 years ago

    another step forward, with the appointments, i didnt buy a wig, and just bought big scarfs and some hats. i know what you mean about feeling guilty with the money thing, its funny when i read that was a common thought, at the beginning i thought, why would you feel guilty.... well i did, but hey there is not a lot we can do, except accept the situation, and go with the flow, knowing we might not have financial stability for now, but we will have our life when we come out the other end of the tunnel.  take each day as it comes, and make time for yourself, it will be good if you can work part time, but as difficult as it will be, don't beat yourself up if you can't. Good luck, and please keep in touch with us on here. we all understand what you are going through. take care Moira