@Sister My last AC was definitely my worst and like you, I spent most of the time with tears streaming down my face and feeling very emotional! My Oncologist put me on a low dose antidepressant before I started Taxol and I can already feel the difference! She believes that something to help you get through all this is got to be a good thing and I will take it for as long as I need it. I have 10 more doses of Taxol to go and then 30 doses of radiation!
On a brighter note, I had my second Taxol today and yes, it is much easier to tolerate than that wretched ‘red devil’! Thinking of you. Take care of you!