I feel that I am now through the "cloud" having passed the 15 months after diagnosis. This has been my second diagnosis and much harder than the first. I just said to my husband this evening "Sometimes I feel like I will live forever then I get the reminder that this may not be". But in the meantime I am enjoying being healthy and really "getting on with it." I just have to pull myself up sometimes and remind myself that I am still in "the recovery stage" . From memory from last time (Early Breast Cancer back in 2006) it took a good three years after treatment before I felt really well again. Softy, softy comes to mind but don't miss a thing!!!!!! Enjoy the regrowth - I had my first haircut about 6 weeks ago - since chemo ad I am now due for another. I must say it is a bit hard to cut it as it has taken way too long to grow. I want to get back some length one day. XLeonie