A Pain in ....the fingernails!
Day 8 - after round six.
Woke in the middle of the night with searing fingernail pain! It felt like they were going to pop right off! I've never experienced anything like it before......
On closer inspection, they weren't about to pop right off, thank goodness! The side effects of having chemotherapy are awful, none of them is pleasant....and all the way through I've thought, sometimes out loud, , what am I doing to myself? the "cure" is worse than than cause....Then I think....the "cure" is better than the alternative!
along with all the other possibilities of side effects doing more damage than good, It's been in the back of my mind that I could possibly lose some nails during these last doses of chemo.....luckily I haven't...yet... My nails are very very sensitive, darker, have ridges in them and are a bit flaky, but otherwise in tact. I do try to take care of them with regular grooming, hand and nail creams and oils....so hopefully that is helping!
I was in a lot of pain yesterday with my back and tailbone and desperation set in yesterday and I called the assessment team to ask about anti inflammatory products.......The resounding advice was not to take Nurofen or use anti inflammatory gels or creams as my stomach lining and tissues have been ravaged by chemo and these products if used regularly can cause bleeds....better to not tempt fate, I guess :( So i get by with regular Panadol and heat packs...
Today however, my back and tailbone feels a little better today......shhh! not to loud!!....I've figured out a way to sit without putting to much pressure on it or strain on my back....but we'll see how that pans out as the day wears on....I find it gets a little worse by the end of the day from fatigue....you know from standing, sitting, walking...Geez!
That chemical hangover has lifted a little too....but my toes, hands and feet are very sensitive and tingly. My face has parts that I can't quite feel and my lips are numbish too....My tongue is probably the worst ...its numb on the sides, heavily coated and the roof of my mouth and gums feel like they have been scuffed....rough and tender...
Oh well hopefully only a few more days of these sucky side effects and I'll be able to get back to enjoying the simplest pleasures of life...Like eating, taste and moving around! LOL!
Enjoy your day
Xx