I had a similar experience with chemo.For 3 or 4 days I felt like roadkill from a mack truck.I just stayed in the foetal position under my doona.Like you,I ended up in a hospital isolation ward with a cannula in the middle of my right arm.That meant keeping my arm straight for 4 days and having bloods taken from my ankles. It's quite a challenge to be in hospital- you have to have your wits about you.I hope you are improving and out of hospital? I'm not sure about 50 shades of grey,more like 50 shades of puke. Although it's been over 2 years since I had chemo,reading your blog brought it all back - you write so vividly. Best wishes and hugs - Tonya xxx