Tonya, I'm an angel really!!!! Oh I really enjoy and look forward to my Chemo days Out (NOT). I've got a reputation with the chemo nurses already...I'm sure they cringe when they see me coming. I would rather not need my chemist shop of drugs but i think if i have them i dont have to run to the hospital every time i need them. I really have to be in a bad shape before i take any of them.
I sometimes ask myself why am I going back to endure more drugs and drama with the docetaxel. I was really scared this time after last time with the all the side effects. I just dont want the cancer to come back and get secondaries down the track. I suppose there is no garantees that wont still happen. Oh well just one more and will try to get my life back into some kind of order. i wont be going back to work if I'm not well enough thats for sure. Work has definately taken a back seat.. I use to live to work before BC now I think I will work to live. I love my job and the people I work with and I miss them but I love life more.
Well enough rambling on. I'm off to eat breaky and have some yummy drugs..hmmmm
Take care Chrissy D:) xxoxox