Hi Theresa, I'm so sorry to hear you are having a hard time with the latest chemo :( I also recall feeling down in the dumps and really lethargic after my 4th chemo but something that kept me going was a calendar that we (as a family) would cross off as I got through each one, ie: 1 chemo down, 5 to go.... 2 chemo down, 4 to go and so on. I could see the light at the end of the tunnel and it was a great feeling. Let the tears fall and talk as much or as little about how you are feeling - whatever makes you feel a little better. Listen to your body and rest when you can.
I am coming up to 3 years clear and am feeling better fabulous :) I just want you to know that as hard as it is right now, you wil get through this. We are all here supporting you :)
Sending you lots of love and strength
xxxx