I have one more chemo treatment to go in two weeks time and like you this week I have been very teary. A week or more is a long time to feel fatigued and unwell and it it is hard to think we will ever feel vitality again. That is the question I have been asking myself the last few days. I keep forgetting about the people I have met who have come out the other side of this and have gone back to work and are enjoying a full life.
This is not an easy journey and you have every right to shed some tears and as said by Robyn and Deanne you will feel better for having done so.
Try to talk to a girlfriend, sister or mother every day if possible. Keep your mind distracted with reading, puzzles or what every you like. Exercise and fresh air is fabulous. At the end the day look back and pat yourself on the back for the things you have done and give thanks and know that tomorrow or the next day will be even better.
Big hugs
Joy x