I am three quarters of the way through chemo now and just starting to feel the end is in sight and with that my mood has lifted. I haven't been posting recently either as I too was feeling pretty down and sick to death of being in a long dark tunnel with nothing in it but work and chemo. No time for fun, friends or anything except just getting through. And I was so fed up with never feeling well, especially when I went from three weekly FEC to weekly taxol. But things are looking better now. Just three more weeks until my last one and I know I can hang in that long. So I can really relate to how you are feeling, but all I can say is time does pass and we will get through to the end. I know that a rich and full life that I will be well enough to enjoy is there waiting for me when this is over. It is just hard to imagine it on the dark days. Hugs
Viv xxxx