So much of what you say resonates with me Jen.I am so ok without reconstruction!I have almost forgotten my mastectomy and I have no pain or anything else to mention.Just back to normal minus my boob!I too have/had small breasts,and I think in this instance it has been a blessing.lol.I hear what you say about the hair ,and I understand exactly what you mean.I went the week before chemo and my hairdresser shaved my head. it is good to do it before it starts to fall,because even now, with my shaved head,I still have bits of hair falling out! On my pillow,in my hats etc.I never got a wig,and I am happy with all my hats,turbans and scarves:)Let us know how you go Jen.Cheers Robynxox