2am frustrations

Thank you Robyn, l wasn't really expecting anyone to answer this one as lm not asking any advice or questions, or showing nice photos...it just needed to be out rather than in. I feel a bit more human after the bath, panadol & some more sleep. My temp has been fine the whole way along, thats why they aren't too concerned about it yet. Oncologist has said to report to A&E if l start coughing up green stuff, but lm really hoping that the antibiotic pills lm on prevent it from progressing to that. I do feel better, must have just been one of those "moments" brought on by a big day. I haven't actually had many yet, maybe thats what people mean by "inspirational" - they're all expecting meltdowns that aren't coming (yet). Who knows? Luckily for me lm not hosting christmas, Zac & l are going to his aunt's place & they are doing all the cooking there, l'll take some nibbly things which is easy enough. We do a kris kringle so l don't have to buy a lot of presents, l think l was just surprised that l wasn't more enthusiastic about the day. At least it will be cooler, & l'll be able to relax & enjoy the day for what its meant to be.. hopefully having 3 kids equals 3 eager helpers for you! Start delegating those "chores", it might just make it a bit more enjoyable if everyone is pitching in, & appreciating you more :-) Good luck with it, lm trying to generate us both some enthusiasm, & will send it your way! Thank you for the hug, always appreciated :-)