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To all the wonderful women above who have replied to my blog, I am totally overwhelmed!! I didn't even think anyone would read it let alone respond! I am so grateful to have your comments. You have all made my day a little brighter and given me hope. I have had tears in my eyes reading your comments, and thinking about this next battle as being managed as a "chronic illness" as opposed to an "automatic death sentence" lightens the load. Thank you all so much...I am forever grateful , Lots of love, Celeste xxxxxxxxxxx