Upcoming surgery

I really wanted the surgery so they could finally take the lumps out, as I could feel my whole body rejecting them. But once I got a date I felt relief, then total panic. Total. It was horrible. And I also cried a lot in the waiting room the day before, when I had to get a million tests and scans and markings done for the surgery and the sentinel node removal for the biopsies. When I was driving home I felt empty and anxious and like crying again. I couldn’t believe what was happening. But then I got a wonderful sign from the Universe, and i felt better. The surgery went well and I didn’t regret having a DMX with expanders inserted. I stayed in hospital 3 days and recovered really well. I did all the exercises the physio gave me and also qi gong. After about 2 weeks I didn’t need pain killers anymore, not even Panadol. Trust your instinct.