Reconstruction diep and radiotherapy

Thanks guys I spent a few moments thinking about the irony of life today, the last 3 months I've been on a health kit and have lost about 3- 4 kilos and was proud of being able to fit into some old jeans, today the plastic surgeon is worried that I haven't got enough tummy fat to have a diep and has told me to look at a pap reconstruction, it's hard not to feel slightly peeved off with myself  Am having CT scans on Friday and go back to see her on Tuesday with my decision, at the moment she has penciled me in on the 4th September, I think it's finally starting to sink in and am starting to get nervous and I think I've developed a twitch in my eye jenny66 x