@herplv, just like to say hi. You’ve come to the right place. We all ‘get’ what you are going through. The ladies on this network are amazing. So come here if you have any questions.
I lost count of the number of times I cried (took a few days to process I have BC, but didn’t cry straight away🤭). Then the tears came flowing and I couldn’t cry in front of my hubby as he would cry along with me🤣🙈🙈🙈, he did become stronger subsequently which helps me heaps as I went through chemo.
It’s hard not to think about the cancer as you wait for things to happen, the surgery, the results of the surgery etc. interestingly, I managed not to think about it during my early stages of being told I have cancer. I have a good GP who I discussed everything with and she was a tremendous emotional pillar for me. I told myself, I have BC and nothing will change the fact and I had to deal with it. Once I accepted the fact, I cried when I decided to cut all my hair before chemo. like you, sometimes I cry in the shower as I didn’t want to upset my hubby. Feels good after having a cry 😅!
Feel free to come here for support. 🤗
Wishing you all the best for your journey.
💐💐💐
Gin