Hi yes I am still here. I would like to thank everyone on here for all the information and positive comments over my last year on here. I was up and very down at times. Just letting you all know that I have all scared but with no thanks to the local hospital but all to my gp's nurse for her wonderful treatment. I am now in the throws of trying to be put on another doc's team at the hospital, I am sure I have the right to do this as I am not happy with mine. We will see what happens. Anyway without this network being I know I would have been very lost as I was not leaving the house and not know but falling into a deep depression which I have now pulled myself out of. Back into the land of the living and enjoying as much as I can with a few things I can't do. Unable to reach my arms above my head as I have scared terribly since I was butchered so much but hey they are scars and they will now tie into the rest of the road map from my neck down to my hips ..... he he he.
Anyway thanks everyone again
Lots of love and best wishes for a great 2019. xx