Hi There
In my first post earlier today I only told a part of my story.
I've had the lumpectomy but no sentinel node biopsy.
But, the tumour was so small they couldn't tell anything more than it was a nuclear high grade malignant carcinoma. I'm still learning all the letters and numbers beyond that.
The reason I chose lumpectomy only (sentinel node intact at this moment) is that the initial biopsy showed random high grade cells outside the tumour. I wanted to know just what it was before I had any other bits removed.
I was very lucky to have clear margins and am most grateful.
Also, I've had conflicting options from 2 different breast specialists. One said radiation is my only option, as I have a heart abnormality no one would operate on me. This specialist said emphatically that I didn't qualify for a nipple/skin sparing immediate reconstruction mastectomy either due to breast size.
I checked with the cardiologist who did an angiogram, so I was back in a cath lab theatre 4 weeks after the lumpectomy.
He said I'm ok to proceed with my choice of radiation or mastectomy.
I've also had radiation dye CT scans as there is a small amount of fluid around my heart that is a sign there is a secondary cancer somewhere - not found yet and hopefully never is. Another dark cloud hovering though and more cardiologist follow ups to come
The second breast specialist said I did qualify for what would be the only type of surgery I would proceed with at this stage - conditional on my heart being ok which it is at the moment.
The past 2 months have been hell. Cancer, surgery, cath lab, then finding I had a heart abnormality, then differing opinions from specialist and differing opinions from 2 different radiation oncologists about how many treatments I would have.
At 67 yo with a heart issue that has the possibility of deteriorating over the years ahead, leaves me with one hell of a choice to make. Surgery while I can? The cancer was found on the right side by the way.
Or radiation. In my circumstance tram flap surgery, if it was ever needed in the future isn't an option - too long in theatre for my heart.
I'm torn apart with stress over what to do. Any both my children suffer watching me agonise. No one can make the decision I know but ............... xx to all the wonderful women out there going through some form of breast cancer