I am so grateful to you all for taking time out of your day to message me and share your personal stories. You have all made me feel like I have a space I belong to that truly understands what we are going through.
I has scans yesterday and literally had a panic attack, couldn't breathe, crying. The nurses were outstanding to help me, and I have a new security blanket so to speak, a face washer over my eyes! 👀 Blocked out the machines, lights. I've never been sick and stepped in a hospital, so a simple scan machine freaked me out.
Even today at biopsy my face washer got me through!, couldn't see a thing. Gotta do what we gotta do and its coming everywhere with me. 😊
I am really lucky to have amazing hospitals 5 mins from home, we have familiarity is a safety net for me, and not having to endure travelling.
I'm finding my home, my bedroom safe just for now, until I find a little more courage. A little walk to keep busy now and then, but all I can do at the moment.
My smiling moment today was being so thankful for the beautiful ladies who got me through my biopsy with less fear than yesterday.
😊 and also for my courage.
Love to you all ❤️