Impact on kids

I finished treatment a couple of years ago my children were 13 and 14 ,daughter 13 ,we have always been very close,and because I struggled so much with diagnosis i found it hard to talk about,of course I told them about it and treatment but I probably should have discussed more looking back as I tried to put on positivity all the time,but they knew things were different.people in the street came up concerned a hugging me and stuff like that so it was obviously something wrong,she would have noticed.I finished treatment in the March and realised my daughter was struggling and anxious .anyway I think looking back I wish I had discussed it more openly with her,although at time I was just struggling to keep myself going.in last year an a half as she got older she has asked me questions and made comments that made me realise she was struggling too during that time,thankfully she seems well now and happy,it’s such a hard time and knowing what’s best,xxxx best wishes.