I am new to this

I would like to say thank you to everyone for all your words, I have received more support from strangers than my own mother.

I told her about being diagnosed and her reaction was to say that it is my fault and then she said that she didn't want me to go to hell so I had better sort things out with god... gee thanks for the support mum. (sorry, venting, but needed to get it out)

I am trying to be stong for my partner, if I am a mess then he is one too. We have always gone with the flow, this will be no different, we will play the waiting game until we see the surgeon again next week for the pathology results.

I feel like my thoughts are all over the place and it is showing in what I am writing, sorry if it is difficult to follow or read.

Thanks again for the warm welcome, feel free to add me to any groups you think will be useful/benificial.

Tricia xxx