I'm glad I'm not the only one feeling like this! I had had a particularly bad day at work (the first bad day ever) when I posted this but I was glad I did. I think it verbalised my fear that I'm not capable of holding a good job anymore.
I had quite a meeting with my team that day telling them I felt like I was failing them all the time...silly I know,
I know I'm extremely capable at any job, but the unfortunate thing I had lost 3 jobs just before I was diagnosed(because unknown to us I was extremely ill at the time!) and I fear losing this job...dumb I know. But how do you handle this return...to a normal life? How do you get over this anxiety that you're not as good as you were?
I don't know....but I do know something darl - I'm happy to be here to be whinging about it! LOL!
Next time we have coffee we can whinge together!!! LOL
Luv ya
Helen