SC75 I am so sorry to hear what you have gone through but thank you for sharing your story. Breast Cancer is so individual, the type the stage it all determines the individual treatment. Luckily or unluckily I have discovered a local mum to me that has walked my exact path a few years before me. Great source of knowledge, quidance but she had a double mastectomy. The operation I have been told is a big one. 10 hours. I would like to get back to somewhat of my old life asap but this will slow things and do I need to put myself through it. Do want peace of mind? Do you ever get peace of mind after being given a cancer diagnosis? I want to live, I want to see grandkids, I want to travel. I want a quality of life back. Now I have time almost too much time to ponder everything. Xx