I'm coming to realise that crying might be a good thing. I was so big on being positive because it seemed that was what everyone (who as never gone through this) wanted. I wanted to be the good patient, the positive patient, don't bother anyone, and I apologised for all the emotions in hospital, assuring everyone I'd be more positive next week. God forbid I offend someone. I have zero emotional support at home and it has taken its toll which it was doing before this so why am I surprised. My son has come for the weekend, so I'm going to make the most of his company and just ride these emotions out because I don't know what else to do with them.