Due to start chemo in one week

Hi Robyn, Im glad you know how i feel, it is really hard to explain my feelings to people whi just do not get it and dont understand why I would have second thoughts. I now wish I had joined this forum when I was first diagnosed. I also though chemo meant I will be uselss as that is what I have been told, however your positive experience is making me feel that maybe it wont be too bad!! Infections is also a major concern for me as my doctor told me I could be at risk as i am susceptible to tonislities. But I suppose I can deal with that when the time comes. Thank you kindly for your suppoty. Judy