Diagnosed one month ago, aged 24.

Thanks for your kind and supportive words everyone. Thanks @Ne, I am okay, although I am finding things harder as they go along. All I can think about is it coming back in the future. I feel really torn about my treatment, my medical team and second opinions have recommended no chemo.. which I find hard to believe given my age, but they said that they believe it would give no benefits. Although it is a grade 1, they were all surprised to find that I had micromets in one lymph node.. which I why I find it hard to understand that chemo would be no benefit. They also noticed a spot on my rib in my bone scan, which they said was not cancer and it was fine, but when I saw my oncologist she said she would do another scan in 6 months to check it... so not I have started worrying a lot about that! 

I have been given prescriptions for tamoxifen and zoladex.. and if I can handle that they said they would then change from tamoxifen to aromatose inhibiters. This would be for the next 10 years. I feel really concerned about how I am going to go with all of that.. I see my surgeon on Wednesday as I am leaning towards a double mastectomy, but I am not sure when that would happen. The surgeon said she would treat the lymph nodes by removing more, but that just doesn't feel like it is enough treatment. My medical team are really good, but I just feel like I have endless questions. I understand that my outlook is good and I am lucky it is not aggressive.. but I am definitely finding it hard to see that at the moment as all I do is worry and think about this constantly. Thank you xxx