Hi everyone. I am not sure if this where I continue my chats. I am just over a week away from seeing my surgeon for the results of biopsy etc. I have been chatting to some really lovely ladies in my area, which has been comforting. I am okay while I am around people but on my own my brain goes into overdrive. I call it my Whirlpool washing machine never stops. Trying to stay positive but have my moments. I can't wait until the 18th, just for some direction. Can you try and read to much about different types of cancer when you are not sure what you are dealing with. I feel I have brain overload. Does anyone else feel like this. I guess that is silly question. Maybe what I should ask is how has everyone dealt with it. Sorry I am all over the place.