Always Worried

Wow you've had a whirlwind of treatment since your birthday and I do remember that dark time especially at night when it seems to almost consume you. It does get better with time. Do you have a goal for your next birthday? I wanted to have a seafood for one for mine. Its over $50 which is a real treat on our limited budget. Every time I got windy about cancer I would focus on that upcoming birthday. Eventually I just accepted that "perhaps" cancer may kill me in the future (I could be run over by a bus too) but definitely not right now so why worry? <3