It is overwhelming and comforting to know people really do care and talking about my life to some people does help me. Over the past 3 1/2 years I have been tested in many ways. When I had my 4x4 bike accident 3 plus years ago, I suffered 10 cracked (nearly half of what we have in our body) and a fractured eye socket which is still being repaired, that's when my outlook on life changed. What I don't do today, I do tomorrow, it's not going away until you do it. When my husband had his stroke that also changed our lives. I became full time carer. I know I will get through this but it is hard to take in when your husband can't be with you. He is a private person and at the moment all he is saying to me is, You'll be right. My husband
was the one with the farming background, so my learning skills have really been tested, he paid all the bills, and made the big decisions. Thankfully with friends and neighbors in Casterton I have got through it. I chose not to tell his mum and dad because they are likely to tell me to sell and the more people tell me to sell the more determined I am going to prove to them a women can run just under 3,200 acres and be full time carer. This is just a hiccup in our already complicated life.
At the moment I am crying every night, I am very much a thinker and all that I am worried about at the moment is what will happen to my husband and me. Knowing people like me have and are going through this is comforting. I am not alone even if it does feel like it Thankyou As the saying is I AM STRONG, I AM INVINCIBLE AND I AM A WOMEN