It is a scarey ride and it is so hard to accept that you then just have to hope that it stays gone. Other people often don't understand that aspect.
Things that have helped me to cope with that are living a healthy lifestyle and meeting some other people who have had serious health issues (cancer and other problems) and found ways to live an amazing life almost BECAUSE they now know how precious life is.
Wishing you all the best for the rest of your treatment and soon you will be in that healing stage too! I love that word - healing - as it suggests a gentle, caring time. You do need to be patient and gentle with yourself. xxx