@Sister No criticism taken! I admire everyone's decisions. If it's right for them that's just perfect. I especially admire the BMX flat and fabulous. Love their gusto. My mother is "lopsided", and for the last few months has been going without her ancient prosthesis because she's 'lost' it in the house somewhere... I barely notice it and she barely cares!
I often think about the sliding doors moments in my life, not with regret but with curiosity. Like, what would my life have been like if I'd stayed living in London in 1993 rather than coming home?
The 'new' me feels lost and so anxious. I hope we both get our mojo back, hopefully sooner rather than later. K xox