I am so sorry that you are having such a hard time with your treatment. Indeed it is a scary time and even more so when you are alone away from family and even just your own bed, its just not fair that your not wrapped up in your families arms. Life can be so hard but i guess we are all lucky in a way that the cancer is being treated and with a bit of luck you will kick it's butt right out of your life.
I do envy and respect every women who has to have chemo and go through the side effects just to help rid the body of this dreaded disease.It's such a harsh treatment. I was one of the luckier ones that chose not to go down that road as there was no real benefit to having chemo for my type of cancer. My thoughts and best wishes are with all you girls who still suffer with this disease and pray a cure comes soon.
All the best and hope the rest of your treatment eases up on you and gives you the rewards you need.
Cheers Jo xx