Hi Jessica
Thanks for sharing more about your situation.
Sounds like you are really doing the best you can to tune into your needs and meet them in positive ways. It's empowering to focus on the things you can control, one day at a time, and not get too distracted by worrying about too many "what if ...." possibilities.
Re : financial matters and other stress (that may seem out of control at times) - there may be some helpful ideas, info and links you can followup in the Beacon Archives. I have personally discovered lots of practical tips just browsing through this wonderful online resource. The stories and other content have provided me with some signposts on how to recognise and prioritise problems/stressors, then manage each one in its own time frame, with as much info, options and support I needed.
Keep looking for what you need - and sharing how you are going.