So sorry to hear that you're feeling overwhelmed and stressed. When we are dealing with Breast Cancer we've got so much on our plates there's not a lot left over to deal with many more problems. My partner got ill with cardio myopathy in the middle of my chemo treatment and I honestly didn't know how to cope and it all got too much. I kept thinking what next? I went back to the 'one day at a time' mantra and it helped. Of course it didn't take our problems away, it just helped not to ponder on the long road ahead. We muddled through taking each day as it came. We have come out the other side now, dealing with our health issues as best we can. Have you tried getting help from a psychologist at the hospital where you are being treated? They can help put things in perspective. They can also give you ways of coping with things. As the other ladies said, occupying your mind can help matters. It's good that you can vent on this website, all of us understand what you are going through. It's not an easy road. Hope things improve for you and try to look after yourself as best you can, take care,
Hazel xx