What Next!
Here I am 1 year after finishing my treatment for early triple negetive Breast Cancer, I should be close to having my life back, but I'm not even close. Since finishing my treatment in September 2014 I've had to deal with other health issues for my tongue, arm, and especially my ear, and now severe indigestion problems. When is it all going to stop!!!
Since finishing my radiation in September 2014,. I have continuously had to deal with health problems. I had a burnt tongue feeling for 3 month, I went back to work in Febraury which I only lasted 6 months and went back on leave again because of my arms aching and the stresses of working and dealing with health issues was too much to handle. The main problem was that I had a blocked ear for months which sometimes caused me to have vertigo. All these symptoms have finally got better over time but as soon as they did I am now suffering from bad indigestion, heartburn, and a feeling that there is a lump in my throat.
My GP put me on Somac and reffered me to have a gastroscopy which I had yesterday. They told me I have nodules in my throat and I have to go back to my GP next week to get my results and a referral to see an ENT specialist. I am so worried now, thinking that the cancer may have come back. I hate the waiting game because I know that by the time I see an ENT specialist I'll be waiting weeks.
I see my Oncologist next year. Should I ring to try to make an earlier appointment to let them know what is on? I'm feeling miserable, scared and unsure of what to do.
I keep telling myself not to panic and to keep positive but I've just had enough of everything. This year was supposed to be a good year where I find myself again and get my life back on track and find my new normal!