What I wish for.....
Through all of this I have learned that I f@#king hate cancer (any type...!!). Everyday it is in my face & I am really over it. I wake up every day & it is the first thing I think of & it is the last ...
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Wow, I feel like I am ready my own blog! I used to burst into tears during my walks on good days! I went through the last year thinking, is this my life, or is it a bad movie? Its great to get on here and tell every one exactly what you think. I did, and guess what, they love it on here. (smile).
Never apologise to us, we bloody know exactly how you feel. Dragging yourself through those hospital doors for Chemo, yuck. No matter how I felt, I still managed to talk my head off and make every one laugh when I went in. When I finished my last Chemo I said "Thankyou and good bye" to find out I have to go back there every 6 weeks for the next 2 years!
I have a port that needs flushing. I had a bit of a Counselling session over that revelation. (had a few over the last year). hahahahaa But managed to just get on with it. It did take me a long time to forget I have it in my chest, because my bra rubs on it, but I am finally used to it now. It has been in since December 2012.
As for Stats, I forgot about it too because my elderly uncle got the same % as I did, (survival) and I felt a bit ripped off because he is way older (still smiling). I chose to accept that no doctor has a crystal ball, for me! But hell Im glad that there is a great survival rate here in Australia, and thats what I hold onto.