Allicat
14 years agoMember
Weight
I have avoided weighing myself for months because I suspected I had put on some weight. Yesterday at the hospital they weighed me which confirmed it.
I can't handle gaining weight.
A while ago I ...
I am 34 & on medication which is turning off my ovaries so mimicking menopause.
I have always been thin and I am a runner so it is important to me to be thin. Generally on those healthy height/weight charts I have been verging on underweight. By any reasonable analysis I am not overweight now but I am 4 kilograms heavier than I was.
I might be eating more at work due to feeling tired and having a hard time getting through the day. But I have been through phases of trying to not eat so many snacks at work and I like feeling happy to eat if I want to.
Years ago, I read an article about eating disorders and I had 7 of the 8 signs. I have since gotten better about not stressing about what I eat but I still try to eat healthily.
I think the problem now is that I have trained myself to think that watching what I eat any more than what I already do is a bad & unhealthly eating-disorder type behaviour.
In terms of exercise I do training 6 days a week. The only area where there is great room for improvement is that I used to always walk to and from work and lately I have been catching the bus or driving. This is because I have a hard time getting out of bed in the morning so I am always running late and don't have time to walk.
I have trouble getting to sleep lately. I feel like if I could just catch up on my sleep it would help with all my other problems.