Very dark place at the moment

Hi Sue, my gosh you have a lot of issues going on. You had so many surgeries and treatments over 3 years that I wonder if you gave yourself enough time to recover physically and emotionally before moving overseas?Kids can disappoint us but we still love them and I'd be so sad if my girls didn't communicate with me.It would seem your husband might need counselling? I find lots of hugging and cuddling helps me and my husband when we are sad.Sue,you are not alone here with the self esteem issue. It's an uphill battle to lose weight whilst on certain medications and as for trying to feel attractive with one boob......We just have to do whatever makes us feel good about ourselves.And also remember how far we've come and how worse our bc could have been.I hope you feel a little better just by posting.Sending hugs, Tonya xx