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MovinOn
2 years agoMember
I'm just going to stop Tamoxifen. I don't care if the cancer comes back, I don't want to live in a sexual desert. No one ever ever said out loud that this even could happen.
I don't see the point in living a life that sucks. My whole life, when I hated myself, when I was broke and struggling, when I was an alcoholic, I could at least get sex as a substitute for love and intimacy. When my BF asks me to leave due to no sex (and I won't blame him, he did not sign up for celibacy, and I am not able to let him have sex with other people) I have nothing of any value to offer anyone.
I don't see the point in living a life that sucks. My whole life, when I hated myself, when I was broke and struggling, when I was an alcoholic, I could at least get sex as a substitute for love and intimacy. When my BF asks me to leave due to no sex (and I won't blame him, he did not sign up for celibacy, and I am not able to let him have sex with other people) I have nothing of any value to offer anyone.