Up, then down

That's how it gets to you Hazel.Dont feel bad about it,although it's easier said than done.When you are down,like you are at the moment,just let yourself cry Hazel.It will pass,and then you will find yourself feeling up again,until the next time.I am in my third chemo cycle,and I have this happen to me about 2 or 3 times a week.And like you, I have a gorgeous husband and wonderful family and friends.Sometimes a little thing will set me off,and sometimes absolutely nothing!!it is part of the BC 'experience'. The chemo,and the drugs like Dexamethasone,have a real effect on your emotions.Then combine that with sleep deprivation and the fact that you are going through BC,then I think you are doing pretty well!Like Deanne said,this is the best place to share your feelings,and especially about this,because I find that this is the one side effect that others don't really understand,because it can't be seen.I hope you are feeling a little better today.Maybe try and get outside I the sunshine for a bit?It always helps me if I can get out of the house for a walk.Take care Hazel,and I'm sending you a BIG HUG !:) xoxoxo. Robyn.