Unwanted but new journey
Hi everyone,
I returned home yesterday after having a mastectomy and axilary dissection. My diagnosis was discovered on 5th November and since then it has been a roller coaster ride.
I had my su...
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I have now been home a week and gearing up for my appointment on Tuesday with my Surgeon. I already have the results of both my bone scan and CT which were both clear. I was elated when I learned this news and was positive for a few days.
Yesterday, though I was at the lowest I think I have been since this all started. I feel so angry that our world has been turned up side down and that my BC diagnosis is consuming my every waking moment. Maybe I am getting worse because of my appointment on Tuesday and not knowing what is coming next.
I have been keeping a diary which helps get these feelings out and before I go to sleep each night I write down five things I am grateful for and five things I would like to do that are not BC related for the following day.
My husband and son are very supportive and getting on with life and staying positive for me but I am struggling with keeping my chin up. :(
Joy